forthcoming trip

Well, it's still one month till my departure day, 'n I'm beginning to feel the atmosphere of this forthcoming trip. Just several months ago I couldn't even imagine that I would be so nervous. No I don't have any fear. I'm confident in myself. The only one thing is that I'll miss all of my friend, lovely people 'n relatives very-very much. I tried not to think about it, 'n it worked, but now I understand that no one can fully hide all of the emotions. So, everything I can do now is enjoying every moment of my life here, with my close people. Sometimes it helps me to dispose of my sadness. I hope, I'll overcome it...